I was sexually and physically abused as a kid, and raped in my early 20s.
Also, don't hesitate to tell the men you date that you need to get to know a person before jumping into bed with him. Cons: Criminal, irascible, grandiose sense of self, racist, abstemious, self-centered, anxious, moralist, monogamous, biased, denial as a defense mechanism, manipulative, liar, envious, and ungrateful.
That will scare some guys off, but only those guys who weren't willing to get to know you—and those aren't guys you would have felt safe fucking anyway, right? She is also anthropologically and historically allocated in another temporal space continuum.
The trick is to keep going on dates until you finally click with someone.
In other words, SCARED, give yourself a break and take your time.
How do I confess to what I did and confront him about what I found without it blowing up into a major mess? films can be hardcore, softcore, live action, animated, kinky, vanilla, straight, gay, lez, bi, trans, genderqueer—anything goes at HUMP!